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2009-01-28T02:54:00.003+08:00

Haven't blogged for ages. Been busy with never ending school work.

Lately I can't get my mind to function properly. So many things in my mind, its congested. I feel like I don't even know what I want anymore. Like how I'm lost not knowing what to blog. I feel like an empty shell now. Its just so blank now. My eyes wide open. Nothing to think about in particular. But when I finally get to set my thoughts on smth, MANY OTHER thoughts rush in after that. Then I get lost. Not able to arrange my thoughts, not able to put those unnecessary ones aside. Not able to put my mind at ease. Wtf

Like how Craig David's Insomnia goes:

Feels like insomnia ah ah ahhh

For me now it seems like:

Feels like schizophrenia ah ah ahhh

Bloody not. Apparently going through the mighty Wikipedia, I hereby conclude that I might be suffering from thought disorder. Which is one of the symptoms for schizophrenia. wtf wtf. What would my life become if that really is true? wtf wtf wtf

2009-01-08T21:24:00.001+08:00

Just when I said I should not skip school, I didn't bother to go to school today. Absurd

2009-01-07T22:28:00.002+08:00

Finally I got an alarm clock! Although I've been faithfully waking up on time but who knows when I can keep this up? Haha School is alright. I just failed 1 module and just passed the other. Sian luh. Have no valid reason to skip school anymore. No excuses. Shi Hui's gonna be busy. So I have to be too. Of course I'll have a breather once a while. I called in to 98.7fm on Monday. Won tickets to City Alive. Some dance party at City Hall Front. Its the Chingay after party. I can't remember how many tickets I won. Still waiting to be contacted to collect. Nothing significant so far in 2009.

I hope Tevez stays in Man Utd. I really like him to play for the Red Devils. =[

I hope the situation in Gaza would just stop. Hope there won't be anymore innocent lives killed. Its awful for those victims. I wish it would stop and be peaceful for times ahead. =[

Shi Hui's Birthday Stills

2008-12-30T03:01:00.002+08:00

2008-12-18T02:20:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Shi Hui.
I wish spending your birthday with me would be a memorable one. I hope you'll be happy.
I love you.

Jason Mraz - Make It Mine (Music Video)

2008-12-17T02:28:00.001+08:00

2008-12-17T02:13:00.002+08:00

Been thinking about the upcoming new year. I've never accomplished much this year. Nothing I could think of. Academically, NO. Financially, NO. Physically, DOUBLE NO! Damn it.

I want to graduate in AUGUST. Graduation's been delayed for 6 months. Don't want it to happen again.

I want to get a stable part time job to help out with my expenses. Cost of plate of nasi lemak keeps increasing but the serving keeps shrinking!

I want to have broader shoulders. Nice sculpted and well defined body. Not muscular and freaky. How many times have I pondered over this? Its time, really. To get motivated. What set me started last time hitting the gym? I need it back quickly. Dear devil must have took it away.

I'm ushering the new year with a thick and untidy BUSH. Not THAT bush. I meant my hair... =D Hoping my first haircut in 2009 to be a success! Hope not to go back to square one which I would take as a bad omen for the new year. =]

I've plenty more goals and wishes but leaving that to another time.

2008-12-11T03:29:00.002+08:00

3 years! Its official. Hehe yeah baby. Looking forward to many more years together. Of course in good health, great and happy times. =]

Apparently Shi Hui woke up early and read my previous post and I couldn't impress her by suprising her with the sale. Damn! The sale was crazy. Sorry Baby because you missed out on the dress. She tried this awesome jacket. Look like some biker rocker chic. Haha Pity she's small sized and the weather limits the use of the jacket. Aww Cheer up Baby. You work for the next few days, I'll bring you out soon k?

Sorry I'm not working and I don't have the financial capabilites to shower you with gifts and extravagant celebrations. I hope you're not disappointed in me. I'm cracking my brains real hard for your birthday. I'll make sure its filled with lots of laughter, fun and LOVE!

PS: I hope I pass my tests. * fingers crossed*

2008-12-10T01:35:00.004+08:00

I'm tired. Been studying and summarising lots of materials. Plenty but not even half of what's covered in the test. Took a short break and here I am. Browsed the usual sites and found out something that would please Shi Hui and every other girl.

Cool hur especially when I'm meeting her later this afternoon. Hope this would brighten up her day. I also found out that Isetan Scotts has

this sale going on since the 5th. Ending on the 11th. Fragrances, I feel not worth bought from departmental stores unless you're going for those in gift packs with the extra body wash etc. Go to Lucky Plaza the 1st floor, find those Mama shop selling fragrances. Its ALOT cheaper there. Not to mention they sell Testers, equal to few more dollars saved.

Wondering wether to watch Bolt in 3D or just Digital format. 3D would be a unique experience, no doubt. But those 3D specs! Bet gonna be uncomfortable for Shi Hui since she has to wear it on top of her regular spectacles. Stuck in a dilemma here. I want to make this anniversary celebration as fun as it can be. Not gunning to make is too romantic. Just having fun, joy and lots of laughter. =]

PRAYER: She ain't gonna read this before she meets me right? Oh God better not. =D

2008-12-07T04:33:00.003+08:00

Continued from previous post.

Gonna update about 6th Dec.

06DEC
Managed to catch a few winks before I had to wake up and head down to Suntec Convention Centre. What for? For this:

I reached there at 12.30pm and the queue streched quite far. Noticed alot of Filipinos in the queue. I don't know why but they were everywhere. Nothing against them though but kinda got irritated just hearing their accent. We queued for whole 2 HOURS okay! Just to get into the room to take a look at the items. I behaved well I would say. I didn't want to rush and push my way forward to the table which places the watches. The brands there were exactly as they listed. The range was extensive. Main focus was on Fossil of course but EA had quite a few designs I liked but too pricey for me.

We took time to search although we spent most of the time getting to the table front. It was WAR! I felt I was the only one going soft into the battle. Everyone else was raging forward, relentless pressure and it soon dawned to me, I had to change my stance. I held Shi Hui with me during the fierce battle to the tablefront. I saw a watch I instantly fell in love with. The discount made it even loved by me and I bought that watch on the spot. No doubts or whatsoever.

Shi Hui purchased a belt. She preferred Baby G watches than the brands available. Mum gave me $50 for the watch. As a present for my birthday, Shi Hui topped up the remainder of the cost. Thanks Baby! XD We then proceed to QUEUE again to collect the items. So not fun lah. We queued another 2 hours just to collect. YEAH the crowd is crazy. Si bei packed.

We officially ended the sale at 6.30pm to 7pm. LOLS I love the watch I got. Post peektures soon. We ate at Food Republic and cabbed home. Shi Hui starts working on Sunday. Hope she rests enough. Our 3rd yr Anniversary is coming fast. Look forward to it.

Oh yeah we missed the Ben & Jerry's carnival because of the Sale! Shi Hui wanted to go so much. Sorry Baby. Cheer up =]

2008-12-07T04:10:00.002+08:00

Continued from previous post.

Gonna update now about 5th Dec.

05 DEC
Had FYP as usual. Planned with Supervisor and concluded that we need to come during the holidays to have enough time to complete PD1. Therefore the 3 weeks of holidays, every Monday and Tuesday will be for projects. Sian uh but suffer now, pass PD1 and there's nothing stopping me from competing PD2. Hee

Found out that I got chosen for free Mad Jack Cafe membership on my SGClub account. YIPPEE! The private message was sent on my birthday. What a birthday present. So I promptly emailed them regarding my particulars and told them they chose me during my birthday. I found out during my birthday month I'll get 30% discount off the total bill! How spanking cool is that?!

Went home early and fell asleep. Then I got abit irritated when I woke up. Seriously irritated and didn't feel like meeting the guys to prawn. But I cooled down anyway and met them. Geraldine came by and passed me a present. Thanks Chubby! We decided to head to Jurong prawn farm, Chubby didn't follow us though. Went to Jurong prawn farm and it was limited spacing with only 2 ponds open. Decided to head to Bishan prawn farm with Ameer's recommendation.

On the way to hail a cab, a voice from the car in the middle of the road called out my name. It was HANISAH in her bf's car. She wished me Happy Belated Birthday! and ZOOM*off she went after the traffic turned green. Reached Bishan and got 2 rods for 3 hrs each. Started prawning till the wee hours. I longed for prawning and what better way to do that with my Bros! Thanks Choke, Chun Yip and James. I brought home the prawns because my mum wanted to see them. Quite okay lah the catch amount. About 20 prawns is good considering the perimeter of the pond is filled with prawners.

Finished around at 2.15am. Cabbed back to Jurong and met Shuinan to grab something to eat. Went to McDonald's and ate. After which we dragged ourselves home. It was a hell lot of fun. The company is most important.

2008-12-07T03:50:00.003+08:00

Phew weekend. So the week came to a pretty good end. I'm much happier because I had my 19th birthday during 4th Dec.

Let me start updating from 4th Dec.

04 DEC
Stayed up late to watch the league cup between Man Utd and Blackburn. I wanted to see Tevez play and hell did he play. He even scored 4 goals! Same number as my birthday date. Coincidence? Nonetheless I was thrilled and it was a good start for my birthday.

Shi Hui made me toasts for breakfast. Such a simple yet sweet gesture from her. Nothing beats eating food heartily made by the one you love. Thank you Baby. Gobbled down breakfast in school. Didn't know what got through me, I manage to study on my own what's needed for FYP.

Lunch was with Kelyn and Hui Qi. We chatted hell lot. Haha I got a slice of chocolate cake from them. Yummy! Thanks both of you. After that I waited for time to meet Shi Hui and go out for dinner. This led me to learn a valuable lesson through a heart-wrenching scenario. It was my fault. My bad temper will be the bane of my life. But things got better before the night ended. We sat and just talked. Her shoulder never felt so comfortable. I'm glad I still have that shoulder to lie on when I want to. Thanks Baby. Not forgetting the Famous Amos cookies you gave me. As a matter in fact, I'm chomping on them as I type. =D

2008-12-04T02:40:00.002+08:00

A very bad flu. Gosh I'm 19 already.

2008-11-27T23:03:00.002+08:00

Didn't attend school today. Met Shi Hui and brought her to this fragrance sale near Queensway. Didn't buy anything although Shi Hui had 2 she wanted to. I want her to buy the perfume I want her to wear. There's only 1 perfume I have in mind which no other could replace.

Haha we ate dinner at the coffeeshop there too. Ordered from a seafood stall there and we ate to our fill. I finally drank soya bean milk with pearl. Lols in fact I drank once during dinner and the other I bought at the bean shop @ Boon lay interchange. Maybe I'll buy tau huay and soya milk with grass jelly tommorrow for breakfast. Or maybe not because soy isn't good if consumed frequently, for guys that is.

I just bathe about an hour ago or so but I perspire when the fan ain't blowing in my direction. A sign that means I'm gonna fall sick. Then my nose dam broke and all those flu-ish liquids rage down my nose with no mercy. Lucky I have a few cold tablets leftover from the doctor. Now I have a headache. Could it get any worst? I wouldn't bet against it at all. Lousy state.

2008-11-27T02:32:00.002+08:00

I'm exhausted. My head feels heavy. I feel my body starting to break.

2008-11-26T23:37:00.003+08:00

Fuck. my long post GONE! I'm enervated and spent just typing it all out. To do it again? I'll leave to another day.

2008-11-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

A couple of things I have in mind for the upcoming week. Will be quite packed and I think I'll be able to pull it through.

-4 muay thai training sessions. Most probably Monday to Thursday.
-Check out Grand Hyatt, Mandarin Oriental and One Fullerton. WHEN? I'm only left with Friday. Do I have a choice?
-Study OSPF, EIGRP 100 and RIPv2 before Thursday. Oh my.

I'm a lazybum. I bet I by then of next week, I won't even complete 50% of these tasks. Lols

Things to do right now.
-Do quizzes for DAVT online.
-Check out bands.
-Plan for tommorrow. Gonna try out the Kfc's breakfast menu. Yum!

2008-11-20T01:38:00.002+08:00

Studying. That's what I've been doing the past 2 hours. I'm not bragging or anything. Besides, I've studied with much more durations before. But studying stuffs that are new and you're trying to soak up as much information as possible, I think I did pretty good for 2 hours. Haha okay I'm indeed bragging.

Networking ain't easy to learn. My diploma doesn't has a god damn thing to do with networking. But I'm doing it for my project and its the toughest shit so far in my academic life! So many bloody new terms. Preparing to do 5 labs every Thursday and Friday for the next 6 academic weeks. Oooh Haven't got the labsheets though but I'm pretty sure it will be a stackful. Oh boy

2008-11-19T00:59:00.002+08:00

Arms aching from the gym session with Shi Hui on Monday afternoon. Haha I'd say, FINALLY I entered the gym since million years. Haha definitely will hit the gym much more frequently since Shi Hui wants to workout too.

Heading to Pasir Labar Camp tommorrow as part of WISP module. Can't wait to get poly done and over with. Probably a month holiday then get myself enlisted earlier. If not at home slack also no use. Regardless of how many people saying negative things about NS and stuff, I wouldn't care much since I'm going through it too. I shouldn't let these comments get to me right? Hopefully tommorrow's outing will entice me into finalising my decision to sign on?

I'm still unsure about Army though. I'd love to be a pilot but I can only dream, I guess. Maybe my height is putting me at a disadvantage. You see those police in the MRT trains? They quite tall lah. Aiya say so much not gonna be of any use. Its bloody a year away. Gosh

I'm blogging rubbish. But the next one isn't. My birthday is coming! I wanna go prawning! >.<

2008-11-10T01:36:00.002+08:00

Feeling stress about the major month coming up. I'm afraid it would be plain and dull. I wish I can pull it off. =\ Can't keep my mind off it.

2008-11-09T02:22:00.005+08:00

I spent the super hot weathered Saturday with Shi Hui. It was all about the lunch we had. Went to Lucky Plaza to eat at the usual Ojolali shop. Been quite a while since we last ate there. Its famous for their grilled chicken and, for me, Shi Hui and my pals who I brought there before, the sambal CHILLI! The chilli is spicy. When I say spicy it really is.

I remembered during the first few visits, I dunked the chicken meat onto the chilli and I literally shivered. My hands were shaking. Tongue on fire but the feeling DAMN SYIOK LAH! I love spicy! They had a new dish and I definitely had to give it a try.

Abit pricey but it's worth every damn cent

Ain't really boneless, found 2 small bones

Shi Hui has her usual, Grilled Chicken

Happy Soda! You'll need all the fluid you can get
to PREPARE FOR BATTLE!

The chilli that strikes fear

YUM!

A dose of happy soda and not even 3/4 through

There's 2 chilli types. This one mixed with sweet soy bean sauce.

This was what's left from a FULL bottle. SUPER SYIOK!

This ain't a killer unlike its counterpart. Mixed them both for extra kick!

She sure didn't wait long to dig in. >.<

Okay now that's done. Some real men business, what else but Soccer. I hate Berbatov for keep getting the start in the Man Utd team ahead of my favourite Man Utd player TEVEZ! I wish to see the Rooney and Tevez combo like last season when they terrorise the opposition. During the Arsenal match when Tevez went in for Rooney, I flipped!

Why the hell keep Berbatov when Tevez and Rooney who have so much better understanding between one another would be much deadly? I hope Berbatov gets injured. He's good for Totteham but ain't gonna cut it for Man Utd.

2008-11-08T01:52:00.008+08:00

Damn I'm having a primary school boy haircut. Gosh. I've looked around and I'm gonna wait till my hair length and volume is enough for me to get a hair that looks like this.

Does it suit me? Anyone? I'm sick of tired of not having a fixed hairstylist. I hate having to go home look in the mirror and curse at myself for getting my haircut in the shop which is the first and final time they'll see me. Sometimes I wonder if its my fault. Grr.

Anyway I surfed the net and found this. Capello Loft For Men. I'll check it out when I hit town soon. Kinda look around and see how the atmosphere is and evaluate wether really worth a cut. Hope it isn't just about the Redken products.

Look at the time. Oh gawd. Time to sleep. *Prayer: Please HAIR, grow faster"

2008-11-07T00:54:00.002+08:00

It has been ages. Cobwebs and dust filled my blogger account. I finally could manage to drag myself and finally update. Haha holiday has long gone. I believe I'm spending my days much to full satisfaction now. I've re-evaluated my goals. Kinda feel life's stale. Life's been stagnant for so long and its time to freshen things up.

First of all, I'm gonna register to take Class 3 license. That should be around 6 months, hopefully finish earlier. So for this upcoming 6 months, I've added other few goals and mini tasks!

I sat down one night reading a magazine. I felt something's not right on the elastic waist of my boxers. Oh my, I've developed a flab that so peacefully rests on the elastic waist band of the boxer. Its really no wonder judging from the "eat and sleep" routine I've so subconsciously stood by. I know the problem. Cutting down on my diet already.

Of course diet alone wouldn't work. Plus me wanting to improve my stamina for Napha and Muay thai, I'll need to exercise! So its killing 2 birds with 1 stone. I think I've taken the first step of jogging around the neighbourhood. I never liked jogging at all. But I guess having a planned running route makes it much better than on the 400m track. I'm hoping I could improve my stamina and I'd always wanted to join a marathon. Not a real marathon(42km) lah, not even half marathon(21km). Those 10km distance. =]

I'm gonna hit the gym tommorrow. If there's no feel like a year ago when I was starting out, I'm not gonna include gym into my plan. If not go also no use right?

I feel so much better listing part of my plan here. I'll certainly blog much often from now. =]

2008-10-11T21:25:00.004+08:00

hees.. i am here to update for my lovely laogong hee

dear u rmb tis heart we built tgt at east coast..its like how we slowly built up our relationship.. its been so long..i miss those days..

HAPPY 34th MONTHS!

laopo will always love u..hee i miss u so much..nxt time i got anything to say out i blog on ur blog okies? hee love u always my baby..

updated for 11-10-2008
by shi hui
for my one and only..

2008-09-28T04:49:00.000+08:00

I'm not dead. I hate China. ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT!

2008-09-16T08:23:00.002+08:00

Didn't sleep well. Woke up by a terrible headache. Argh sucks. Called Shi Hui hoping to meet her earlier today but she's still sleeping. Let her sleep abit more then I'll call her again. I didn't meet her yesterday cos I had to babysit Aliyah. My plan to prevent her to know my "fake" expulsion status from her didn't last long. Can't help it lah I was too excited to blog about it so early she read it the moment she's online. Lols

Grr stupid headache. Hope it gets better.

2008-09-15T06:07:00.002+08:00

I'm NOT expelled. Thank God. Other than the expected failure of project, I failed the BIO module.

BIOMEDICAL ELECTRONICS & INSTRUMENTS: Grade F, 1st attempt

How to pass seh this one? Bloody difficult. So many theory based. This is the THREAT module for next semester. Must do my best to score. Gonna start reading before school reopens. Gonna get at least 80% for quizzes. NO! Must aim for the moon then land on the stars. I'll aim for 100%! I know what I have to do for this module next semester so its matter if I do it or not.

PROJECT DESIGN 1: Grade F, 1st attempt

I hope I won't get same supervisor standard as the DR LEE NGO HOCK! Haha

PHOTONICS AND LASER TECHNOLOGY: Grade D, 1st attempt
TELECOMMUNICATION PRINCIPLES: Grade C, 2nd attempt

Okay I'm abit relieved when I know the results. Hee I sms Shi Hui lying I failed the 2nd attempt module and got expelled. Hee I wanna get pampered lah. Must act devastated mah. >.< Can't wait to meet her later.

2008-09-15T05:36:00.003+08:00

Just had my pre-fast meal. I'm waiting for the exam results. Just hoping for the best really but wether that would happen, I'm not sure. Nothing else to say, I'm hoping to blog good news the next time.

2008-09-14T03:48:00.002+08:00

These two muay thai events happening this month. I definitely cant afford to go to the first one. The second event is a local event. I'm keen on catching this one. Singapore has been buzzing with muay thai recently. I bet gyms are constantly having newcomers into their gyms lately. Haha I've certainly been sucked into all of it. I'm missing training real bad. Miss the smell of sweat of the gym. Think positive, another half a month to go.

Hmm a serious matter into topic. RESULTS for the just ended semester is gonna be released on Monday 9am. I'm scared and I guess I have every right to be. The frightening scenario has constantly been playing in my head whenever I think of it, getting EXPELLED from school. It sends a terrible chill down my spine like its really gonna happen. Maybe it might. Oh boy. . .

2008-09-13T02:52:00.002+08:00

Please get well soon. I need to see you soon. How I wish I can be with you when you were visiting the doctor, when you were drinking your medicine, when you try to eat, when you vomitted it all out, when you're trying to fall asleep despite the pain. I envy those guys who could. I'm sad, disappointed and angry that I can't. I hope my prayers are heard and will be answered.

Please get well. Let me bring you somewhere after you're well. Let me make up for the things that I didn't manage to do. Let me make you forget you were sick. All the discomfort, let me make you forget it all. Let me show you, I love you.

To my brother who's thinking why things turn up the way things had turned up to be. Think positive, they are unlucky they didn't take you seriously. You'll find the one for you eventually. Don't take every setback too hard. Don't rush things, Bro. Not every engine is made to run on petrol. If you don't know what I mean, kopi session tell u.

2008-09-11T00:19:00.002+08:00

First of all, today is the 11th. Which means today is the day Shi Hui and I have been together for 33 months. Looking back, indeed we've come a long way. Ups and downs well are the past. Shi Hui told me abt a dream she had. How I hope that dream would be somewhere in our future. I'm guessing if it were really to happen, hmm maybe in the next 4 years? I'll be 20, 21, 22, 23!

Tuesday went out with Shi Hui. Managed to catch Death Race and spend the day together. We had Fish&Co at Glass House as planned. The place was awful. Loud music and the food was not nice as I'd imagine it to be. Shi Hui and I kept comparing it to Manhattan Fish Market. The latter comes out tops for every single comparison we made. We didn't enjoy it at all and we wont be dining in Fish&Co anymore. Put that aside, I'd say the day was fun. As long I have her as company, it will always be fun. I'm happy.

I'm waiting for the England and Crotia soccer match later on. I reckon it will be a draw or Crotia winning by a goal. I never bet though.

2008-09-07T23:41:00.002+08:00

Finally the new week is here. Can't wait for Tuesday. Going to Fish&Co, hopefully if all goes well. Pity Shi Hui has to work on the 11th, I was abit disappointed but I'm okay with Tuesday. Looking forward to Fish&Co.

Break fast at my grandmum's place just now and she commented on the moustache I'm trying to grow. She says I'll look horrible with one. I'm beginning to share the same thought. Lols I'm gonna shave soon!

My interest in getting a car license is fading. Probably because of the hassle of going down to Bukit Batok for every lesson. Kinda puts me off. Private is a risk. Failure would mean waiting 6 months. That will suck. Anyway I'll put it into serious thought the next couple of days.

2008-09-05T00:30:00.002+08:00

Been watching anime to tide over the days. I'm nursing a huge ulcer on my lower lip. So darn painful. What's even more pitiful is that there's not only one. Another strategically placed at the side of my mouth. With those two, whenever I eat, I have to chew and swallow on one side. Such a hassle but not painful!

I'm trying my best to keep a moustache. Always wondered how I would look like with one. Think I look kinda old with it. Trying to keep it till Monday and see how it looks like. Till then I guess I might stay at home "take cover". Lols who knows when its all grown nice and neat, it would suit me better than having no moustache at all.

Finally I bought a pair that I can call my own. Can't wait for fasting month to be over. I want to use these babies and put them to work. Love my new gloves.

2008-09-04T00:23:00.002+08:00

I can't find a better way to spend my holidays. I'm bored.

2008-08-29T05:22:00.001+08:00

Up all night. I am waiting.

2008-08-28T01:11:00.002+08:00

So bored right. Training wasn't fun just now. Had no partner and had to train in 3's. Gosh hardly broke a sweat. Miss Shi Hui alot. Finally her final paper is later but I'm not meeting her until Friday. Sian, I'm thinking of getting my hair trimmed up. I don't know where and how I should get it done. Sian

So many interesting news I've read on The New Paper. Just tw to note:

-Anwar Ibrahim's winning by a whole lot of votes.
Pity Malaysia having to go through such turmoil in their government. Wonder what would become of them when September ends. That's one thing us Singaporeans would be gladly wait for. Maybe we wouldn't say it openly but deep within we are. Come on its MALAYSIA!

-Singapore Table Tennis Assoc.
Wah lau eh this one. So damn untimely lah. Just win a medal what. Cannot keep quiet meh? Everyone so happy liao. Want to grab all the spotlight meh? Especially the sulkish player. I feel for you not being treated fairly but must create such a mountain of it meh? Worst of all cannot keep it behind doors? Must openly announce? Sorry for Singlish. Singapore mah!

I'm damn hungry. I'm craving for something which I don't know what it is. Not nasi lemak, not prata, not mcSpicy and definitely not mee rebus. Could it be.. Hmm

2008-08-26T01:46:00.003+08:00

Let's face it. In our world now, money is important. Some put it above family ties. Some put it above relationships. Some are carefree, spending without worrying about tommorrow. Some would open their wallet everytime to see if there's enough money for tommorrow's and future expenses.

When will one realise that money shouldn't be spent unnecessarily?

If one is jobless and unable to find a job, common sense is one should save whatever money he/she has for future expenses to tide over till he/she gets a job. Why would he/she spend unnecessarily and seem so carefree? Why wouldn't he/she listen to someone who's been by his/her side that money shouldn't be spent that freely. Treating friends all the time as if money will pop out from the ground when all is spent.

That person with him is someone that won't leave him/her in the lurch. That someone will give he/she money when he/she money has depleted. Isn't he/she getting too pampered? The fact that he/she has been such a spendthrift and wouldn't heed advice. What must be done?

So the question still remains:
When will one realise that money shouldn't be spent unnecessarily?

If that someone were to read this, my answer is let him be in the situation of having no money to pay for this and that. Let him find that your advices are true. The fact that he doesn't change is because you are spoiling him. Doing for love you may argue but have you ever heard "Spare the rod, spoil the child"? That's what you've been doing, sparing him from being desperate and finding out that money is that IMPORTANT.

Countless times have your words fallen on deaf ears, now is the time to let him be. You want him to change but you need to know that you're preventing him from changing. If he ends up the same then you know that he's just not worth it. Consider it being selfish if you may but you ought to think for yourself too. It hurts me as a friend to see you being so selfless. Hope you could weigh my words into your thoughts. For once let me see that you're thinking for yourself rather than him all the time. =]

2008-08-25T16:50:00.002+08:00

My long post GONE! Stupid blogspot. Grrr when I'm finally feeling better, you do this to me. Hate you. Bring back my long post! You were supposed to autosave it right?! =[

2008-08-23T01:50:00.002+08:00

Day was well. Bitter on the tastebuds at the end. Lols. Good news today during training was there will be a training camp somewhere around Oct to Nov at Sentosa. First thought it would be in Thailand. LOls. But damn cool lah train at Sentosa. Rock hard abs(I WISH) and running on the beach. LOls

I'll be meeting Kelyn and Irfaan tommorrow to run on the track. Long time no see Kelyn. Lols. I find it difficult to end my post everytym. No conclusion. Hmm

2008-08-22T03:55:00.002+08:00

Play game is all I do. Supposed to be doing vacation project. No motivation to do at all. The deal is simple. I fail this, I enjoy holidays but I have 6 months extra to end my diploma. If I go through this, I'll have to slog my guts out and have to see my fugly supervisor face everyday for the next 5 weeks and addition to that the high probability of failing meaning I'd waste my holidays for nothing. Sian.

Meeting Shi Hui later after she studies with her friends. Can't wait because I'm friggin bored. Hmm will going muay thai, I think. My knee is better, swelling's gone. Gonna head back to my games now. Oh yeah I killed a cockroach. Been looking out for it for some time, finally a WHACK to it and down the chute it went. I hate cockroaches and I enjoy killing them provided they're in my home. GUH friggin disgusted just thinking of them wandering about, EWW!

2008-08-21T00:21:00.002+08:00

Exams are over. I'm having mixed feelings.

Morning paper drained me, TOTALLY. Slept in the library at the corner not revising one bit for the afternoon paper. I noticed that sleeping when I'm seated and head resting on the table. I'll BURP alot. Trust me when I say alot. Alot in gas volume and noise level. Lols.

Afternoon paper. Hmm sigh* nothing to say here. After the paper and ending of my exams. I met Shi Hui at Singapore Poly. Had my dinner there. Spend time together before I head off to muay thai and she went for her exam.

Wasn't all into going muay thai today. But DAMN WORTH the time! Although with a slight injury, talk about it later. Practised defense to counter attacking today. Plus finishing sets with roundhouse kicks. Words shan't be said. I never felt good kicking as I did today. Eventhough I had small details to work on. Hey the word here is work on. So I'll definitely improve on it.

My partner Antonio, I think that's the correct spelling, kicked my inside left knee when we're supposed to hit the inside thigh. Didn't bother me since it wasn't painful. What a suprise I got after washing up, its swollen. Gosh, but I'm okay though. Swelling has subside due to quick thinking of mine. Hehe

Oh yeah. I need to start saving for gloves. I want PINK ones.... NAH!

2008-08-20T02:41:00.002+08:00

Having 2 exam papers later doesn't help. Gosh I'm so friggin tired now. Don't know what state I'll be for my 2nd paper later at 2pm. Dead beat. My neck muscles are in pain. I'm craving for nasi lemak. Where to get one? So bloody late. I wish Shi Hui would be with me now. Cooking me something. Helping me revise. =[ Gotta get myself together. Final day for exams. After today I can sleep all I want. Haha fuck. I felt nothing, nothing can motivate me other than a plate of piping hot Boon Lay Power Nasi LEMAK! oooOOH the fiery red sambal....

2008-08-18T01:22:00.001+08:00

I can't study anymore. I'm gonna fail. Fuck!

2008-08-16T02:30:00.002+08:00

How I really wish I have this hanging in my house. Tried hitting for the first time in the gym today. Its not easy. The bag didn't budge much. Abit embarrassed. But hey, I'll do better after a few more months of training. Haha every lesson just made me more addicted to muay thai. But for next few days I have to curb this addiction. Exams on Tuesday and Wednesday. Plus my bus concession expires and I don't have the money for transport. Grr.

Met Shi Hui today. I studied on my own abit while waiting for her. Today was hmm how should i put it? Extraodinary. *Chuckles* I hope my mind will be ready tommorrow for intensive revision starts. I'll DO IT!

2008-08-11T23:58:00.002+08:00

Found out today that resting for 1 week without muay thai is enough to make me rusty. I kicked like shit and couldn't knee properly. Now I wonder what will happen when the fasting month kicks in. Boo.

Shi Hui is sick. I hope she gets well soon. Can't wait to meet her tommorrow. Miss her so much. Thinking of a small suprise for her. Hmm.

2008-08-05T01:36:00.002+08:00

DESTINATION for past weekend: SINGFEST 08!

Super awesome. Both my allocated spots during work at Singfest entitled me to watch the whole concert, take a picture with fiona xie and get paid! Haha saw Melvin, Roy, Keat and Yan Chung working at Singfest too. Crowd was great. Lots of caucasians and most of them got themselves wasted from all the booze. Crazy couple even stroked each other at their *coughs* privates parts at the back of a tent with staff walking past. They didn't care. It didn't go any further than that though. Heh

Simple Plan was playing hits from my secondary school time but they still sound great. Travis was cool especially when they took the concert time past midnight. All the bands were great! Lazy to list them all. The momentos from that wonderful experience were sore feets, lanyard with Singfest card on it, cool looking Singfest crew tee and photo with Fiona Xie which I'm waiting for my fren to email me. Hope he doesn't forget. Hehe

Good night!

2008-07-31T22:29:00.002+08:00

Project review tommorrow. Will be suckish. I'm prepared for failure. I don't mind having extra 6 months because this is what I want! Not because some lousy egoistic racist teacher failing me on purpose.

I read a friend's blog. She just had a break up, I assume. I don't really know. I kept thinking about the what if's. What if this, what if that. I chuckle each time I thought of it. I'm not happy at all she had to go through this. Afterall she's a friend.

I need boxing gloves, kicking pads and a training buddy. Lols We could train together on our own free time. Wouldn't it be nice?

2008-07-29T00:31:00.002+08:00

Worked at the Singapore VS Brazil soccer match. Super tired. My feet are killing me. Wonder how I'll survive for SINGFest this weekend. So tired. Having project review this Friday or Thurday. Forget when lah. So frustrating because I haven't got my circuit in order. Project website ain't updated. Bloody SHIT!

I'm in need of lots of water. Feeling so thirsty all the time. DRINK AND SLEEP! Nights bloggie

2008-07-27T00:16:00.002+08:00

I just read a blog. It was painful for me to read her words. I felt scared of having to go through what she's going through. Such a sudden loss. I don't think I'll be able to take such a devastating blow. I'm speechless.

2008-07-24T00:11:00.002+08:00

I'm frigging exhausted. I'm weighing my options. A part of me saying just chiong through. A part of me saying extend another semester and be cool. I'm tired of studying. Sigh

2008-07-21T00:43:00.002+08:00

Blisters on my feet. So painful. Such discomfort. Lesson learnt, always wear socks. Haha.

2008-07-16T22:27:00.003+08:00

Been faithfully attending class so far this week. Tommorrow? Hmm I'm having doubts. Project day. 2 friggin days to weekends. It will be a slow and weak attempt to try and complete my project. Why bother doing it when I can't even put my heart and soul into doing it? I feel stressed. I wonder if its supposed to work that way. Studying under pressure. 3rd year in poly, its always been that way. I've been studying for my parents. Not for myself. I just want to get through this and do my NS.

I wish I am back to being a child. Being carefree and play with toys. Watching Power Rangers and not bother about tommorrow. I wish I could be a child again. But I know there won't be such a thing happening. Maybe only in my dreams.. . . . . . .

2008-07-13T18:48:00.002+08:00

Sundays are boring. Maybe because all the fun I had yesterday had hit the weekend fun-ness quota.

Yesterday was a great start eversince I lost my wallet on Wednesday. I got new wallet from mum. FAKE LV. Gosh but at least can save buying a new one. Mum finally gave me the green light to attend Muay Thai but on condition I faithfully attend lessons. For the record I only went to school on Monday and Thurday this week. Think of it, I'm fucking pissed with myself. Grr

On Friday, I found out Dad got 2 pair of complimentary tickets to Gary's concert held yesterday. I wanted the tickets and watch with Shi Hui but decided not to. Dad gave it to his friend.

So yesterday Shi Hui and I went out. Had super fun until we forgot the time. Had to reach tiong bahru at 8.30pm. Rushed there as fast as possible and I collected the Zipia shoe. I'm very happy that Shi Hui bought it for me but I wished the shoe would last because it doesn't look like it will.

But really thanks Baby. Love you. Glad you enjoyed yesterday really much. =D

2008-07-10T21:52:00.002+08:00

I'm mad. I want to release all the pent up anger in me. I don't know how to do it. GRR makes me even angrier. Fuck these few past few days.

2008-07-10T01:13:00.002+08:00

What a day I had. Little did I knew that buying a 7up bottle from Cheers at Clarke Quay would lead to losing my wallet. Whoever found my wallet happy lah.

Here's the damages:
Cash $90
Ezlink $10 (Just topped up)
Ezlink Bus Concession $52 ( 3days ago just bought)

Total :$152

So frustrated at myself for being so careless and not realising it sooner. Worst of all, it happened when my handphone battery is dead! How worst could it get. All I had was $1 in my pocket. Made some calls. Susi and her boyfriend picked me up from Clarke Quay. Took Susi's family car home from Dover. Susi's beautiful sister was driving. Definitely made me feel better. Haha

I realised alot of what ifs I could have done to prevent it or lessen the damages. The cash was meant for paying the Muay Thai fee for this month. I should have paid after the class. Grr

I'm beat. Gonna sleep for school starts at 8am. Have to wake up and be punctual. Have had enough of a rough day. Hope next will be better.

Thanks, Susi and Alif for making the trip to fetch me. Appreciate it alot. =D
Thanks, Estee for driving me back home safely. >.<

Biggest THANKS to Shi Hui for being by my side all the while. Since we started our relationship, I've never felt you leave my side. You have always been there for me be it happy or rocky times.
I never felt so cared by a girl before, except my mum of course. I vow that I'll be the man you want me to be. Cos you deserve it all, my love. =]

2008-07-07T17:55:00.002+08:00

"The ability to display skill in a fatigued state is a unique skill in itself"

I'll go running now and bear this in mind throughout.

2008-07-06T23:43:00.002+08:00

Been sneezing all day. I don't feel too good. Apparently tommorrow is MONDAY which totally bores me. How could the weekend have passed without me having ample rest in addition with a very bad flu on last day of the weekend. Darn it.

I want to rest! Grr. Maybe study half day tommorrow. Lols sian ah!

2008-07-04T23:41:00.003+08:00

Soon to crumble into bits

2008-07-03T21:35:00.003+08:00

I hate my project. My supervisor sucks like mad. Don't help much. I can't stand being in the same room as him even for 30seconds. I wished I had made a better choice in picking project supervisor. I regret my decision and project days are gonna be hell. I guess its a little too late.

I miss Shi Hui. Friday please be gone fast! =(

2008-07-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

I feel so shag!

I want my weekends to come quick!

I want MUAY THAI!

I want Shi Hui!

2008-06-30T23:40:00.002+08:00

1) Spain won Euro 2008.

2) Couldn't wake up on time for school. Didn't go as only 2 hour lesson.

3) Slept the whole day.

4) Went to Muay Thai class. Darn exhausting because Head Coach was teaching. Tough training, non-stop and I got hit a few times on the chin as I wasn't holding the pads right. Damn! I had a hard lesson on holding pads for kicks. Coach noticed I wasn't standing proper and not looking at my partner's kicks. I admit my fault. Coach said "If you're afraid of kicks, dance class is next door." Grr that fired me up but my muscles and system couldn't cope with the exhaustion.

It occurred to me in the toilet, when am I gonna keep being easily exhausted in class? I need to build up my stamina and fast. I got a week before my next class. Plus that to the many weeks before the future advanced classes. I'm ready to rumble!! ROAR!

5) Thing to Buy: Mouth Piece

SLEEP TIME >.<

2008-06-29T23:59:00.002+08:00

Its been a while since me and Shi Hui went out together. Finally did that and we had fun. We ate for the first time at BBQ Chicken at Orchard Cineleisure's basement.

http://www.bbq-chicken.com.sg/

I ate the Hot Hot Drum. It was delicious and SPICY! So spicy my toungue starts wagging, desperate to let it cool off. The whole drumstick was covered with the spicy sauce. I love it.

Shi Hui had Jerk Bbq which is bbq chicken. Tender and so juicy. The taste was one of a kind.
Would definitely come back next time. I want to try the Korean Charbroiled. Looks heavenly delicious. Spent about 31 for us two. =]

We watched Never Back Down after that. I swear the movie poster the main actor looked like Fernando Torres. That was from side view. Looking in the movie, he has 99% resemblance to Cristiano Ronaldo. Movie was great. Fighting style is Mixed Martial Arts. Movie just inspired me more to learn and train harder in Muay Thai.

The day was great! Especially spending it with the one you love. =]

2008-06-28T16:06:00.002+08:00

So pissed off when I woke up at 1pm. My muay thai class starts 2pm at Clarke Quay. Despite bathing quickly and getting ready as fast as I could. I eventually figured out that I wouldn't make it on time and will be super late. Postpone it to Monday then. Grr

Went to meet James and had lunch just now. Accompanied him cut hair afterwards. Meeting him again later to have dinner. Maybe my turn to cut hair. Decide later. Grr if only I woke up on time and went to muay thai class, I would be home now having a cool bath all psyched up about what kicks or knees I learnt in class. I miss hitting the pads. =[

I'm not a happy man.

2008-06-27T02:04:00.003+08:00

EYES AWAKE ALL THE WAY!!

Match gonna start 30-40 minutes time. Darn I'm hungry.

Project day was crap. Seems like we can't afford to slack anymore. Few more weeks and its all gonna be over. Got individual projects to do among the team. Mine was the hardest. Lecturer gave it to me on purpose. GRR. Totally stressed out just thinking about it.

Have to crack brain and get brain juices flowing at school later. Hope I'm not the only one who has initiative.

Shi Hui gave me a suprise. She's gonna buy me the Zipia shoe I longed for. =D Can't wait to get it. Now I just have to get my shoe size confirmed. Hee I love her. =]

2008-06-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

Taken from yesterday's post.

Cook me-self a hearty breakfast
Attend short 2.5 hours of school
Pay School Fees

Didn't manage to do the above because I DIDN'T WAKE UP till like 3pm in the day.

Decide wether to attend tmr nite's muay thai class or Saturday's

Decided to go on Saturday.

Pray for world peace! =]

Done for today's, tommorrow's and the day everafter.

Went grocery shopping with mum, aunt and my 2 cousins. Mum kept rambling on about how the prices have jacked up recently. The differrence had a "WOW" effect instilled in me.

Saw Jie Ling. Chatted awhile. She worked at PRIME for 2 years. Another "WOW". Haha but she say "Now UPGRADE! In office." Lols

I still in doubt whether or not to stay awake for the semi-final Euro 08 match later on. Hmm *thinking* ....... . .. . . . .... hmm ....... .... . . .. .. . .. .. .
*brain juices flowing intensely* ---- -- - -- -- - -- -- -- -- -- *grunting*

I"ll WATCH!! Can't miss it. Euro championship is every 4 years( if nt wrong). So definitely a must watch. =]

2008-06-24T21:55:00.002+08:00

Went to school today. Got back my repeated module test result. Glad I did better than last semester. Scored 80/100. Didnt scored as well as I wished for Photonics though. But I did well. Hee *pat my own back*

Argh my uncle is breathing down my family's neck all the time. Damn he. Always asking for money. As much as we want to believe him, we know deep within the money would be used for those dirty stuffs. I'm so pissed. Mum doesn't allow me to open the door. I want to confront him so much. But he's still my uncle. I'm well-mannered. =D

The shoe I longed to buy from zipia is back in-stock. So happy. Will not let it go out of stock this time. I promise!!

Things to do tommorrow:
Cook me-self a hearty breakfast
Attend short 2.5 hours of school
Pay School Fees
Decide wether to attend tmr nite's muay thai class or Saturday's
Pray for world peace! =]

2008-06-23T20:37:00.002+08:00

Didn't attend school today. Felt like crap. But tommorrow there'll be no excuses.

I hope Shi Hui is coping well with her revision for her MST. Haven't seen her for quite a while. It has always been this way escpecially during her test period. I'm more than happy to comply. She has already promised to make it up to me. So I'm gladly waiting for her MST to be over.

I'm sick of reading the soccer news about Cristiano Ronaldo. Just leave Man Utd. I personally think he can be easily replaced. So please just sell him already!

2008-06-22T00:47:00.002+08:00

Okay fresh start!

Lesser words this time.

I'm ready for school! Holidays are over. I've enjoyed this holiday. Had a new sport to grasp which is Muay Thai. Into my 4th lesson next week. I hope this time I'll hold down the vomit and the fainty feeling from exerting myself to my limit. I'll perservere.

2008-05-05T20:43:00.001+08:00

This blog has been dead for quite a long time. Gonna start afresh.

2008-03-11T23:21:00.002+08:00

Back from cycling around the neighbourhood. Been a long time I last cycled. I fetched Baby from work today. Suprised her since I lied to her I was too lazy to fetch her. Haha today is our 27th month anniversary. I haven't got her any present. So I treat her to pre dinner. Her mum had already tapau-ed her dinner hence the "pre".

Ate quite alot for pre dinner. Both of us shared chicken chop and carrot cake. The carrot cake damn nice! Lot 1's food coulture. Try it. Then we also had oreo cheesecake and iced chocolate from McCafe. I tempted Baby to eat it with me since she's not supposed to have any chocolate because of her teeth. She's gonna put braces tommorrow. Haha I'm so used to her smile. Now its gonna have metal all around that smile but its for the better. I'm gonna have to live with that for 2 years. I miss her now. I'm working this Friday. Cruise cargo which spells DANGER to me. Sure damn tough. For money and shopping, so just work!

Shit I just remembered results are gonna be out this Thursday morning. That spells DOOM! Argh no comment. =[

2008-03-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

Today I worked as a bus usher for Queen Elizabeth 2's (QE2) passengers. Damn relax. What I had to do was direct the passengers alighting the ship to the buses. Once the bus is full, I board with them and sit at my seat. Since the it was a shuttle service, my bus would go to Grand Hyatt Hotel alight the passengers who want to roam around and then pick up those passengers who wanted to go back to the ship. Most of the time I'm in the bus watching TVMobile! So awesome. Haha There were a few times I chatted with them.

One I remember is a guy who is 90 years old. He amazes me. He seemed carefree. He loved Singapore and his past experiences in the city were told to me. Seemed he really enjoyed being here. He was struggling with his eyesight and walked with the help with a walking stick. I could see he was excited. He could have stayed on the ship but he told me that he was very glad he made the trip for this would be the last time he will ever visit this city again. It moved me.

The cruise was docked at the PSA. The place with those containers which trucks carry. The question popping all the time was

Foreigner: "Where do all these containers come from? Where do they go after this?"

Me: (Thinking very HARD) Hmm all over the world. We have the best port in the world! (smiles)

That was the best rationale answer I could think of. They seemed to believe me, I guess. Met so many different type of people. Fat, thin, sexy, both young and old. Met Baby after work. Had dinner and went home together. Glad she fetched me from work. I was so tired and what I want to see after a tiring day is her. =]

2008-03-06T23:56:00.003+08:00

I'm so tired after today. Managed to send Baby to work at Jurong East. I miss her so much. After that I met Susi and went to Singapore Polytechnic. Wasted the trip though. Susi wanted to get a tee from the school's union but practically no one was present. I took this picture of a handicapped toilet.

The door was ajar okay and I noticed the toilet paper was very far from the seat. I wonder how the person would wipe his ass. LOL and its a handicapped toilet, mind you.

So headed to Orchard after that. Walked and browsed around. Nothing in sight that I adore, except the French Connection shirt. Went to watch The Leap Years at Cineleisure with Susi. Irfaan had soccer so couldn't join us. Movie with Susi is a bad experience. She has such bad habits. Haha just KIDDING!

The movie was nice. Qi Yu Wu english is jialat. I'm not sure if he's supposed to speak that way or what but it's funny. Quite touching the movie. Wong Li Lin played her role so well. I was hoping the trailer music would be in the movie somewhere but damn, it wasn't. I wished I could have that song in my laptop and handphone. Its so soothing and touches the heart.

After movie, I saw Kelyn! She was with her friends. Haha she watched 10000BC. I initially wanted to watch that BUT Susi insisted on The Leap Years. Hence I flipped a coin and that's why we watched the latter. Been a long time I've met Kelyn. Haha and I'm glad I did. Chatted abit and went off to have dinner at Bugis.

I fetched Baby from work after that. Susi went home straight while I waited for Baby at Jurong East. Brief meeting but I'm glad I was there to accompany her home. When she's tired and all. I'm glad I was there. Meeting her tommorrow for lunch and eventually sending her to work again. =]

2008-03-03T23:56:00.002+08:00

Had a great day with Baby. I waited so long to spend time with her. It was time well spent with breakfast at MacDonald's, PS I Love You at Lido and Starbucks at Vivocity. I must say, the movie was way less complicating than the book. It wasn't so great as the I've imagined it would be though I'm glad I watched it with Baby. =D Decided that next Monday we would catch 2 Faces of My Girlfriend.

I'm so happy to spend the day with her eventhough we couldn't make it through the sunset. Had to go home early to get dinner for her younger sister. Bought the Hokkien Mee at the new eatery outside Jurong Point. It has those good food labels on the stall and having seen the queue last Saturday, I presume it would be nice and indeed it was. You guys should try it out. =D

2008-03-02T01:04:00.002+08:00

I met the spartans together with James at Jurong Point just now. Had dinner and supper prior and after the movie. Damn funny the spartans. Abit lame some parts but laughed like siao. Lols Chong Hwee and Chun Yip couldn't make it. Had to work last minute. Had an embarrassing moment after the movie. I tripped on the exit stairs. The one in the cinema though, the one with carpetting. Missed two bloody steps and fell straight onto the floor. I was just like the Persian King in the movie. Damn it! Haha

Btw Happy Birthday to Irfaan! =] =]

2008-03-01T00:34:00.002+08:00

Just got back from an outing with Susi and Irfaan. Had dinner at Puncak. The black pepper chicken rice was totally tasteless. Forget the black pepper. It was just for show. Not satisfied at all for dinner. After dinner, walked around before heading to Starbucks near the water shooting Merlion. Just sat there and chilled with the drinks and cards. Had a quickie celebration for Irfaan's upcoming birthday. Bought a slice of Oreo Cheesecake. Budget lah but thoughts are the one that counts right?

I made a makeshift candle. A straw pierce thru the cake and paper stuffed at the other end. The "candle" burned damn fast. Irfaan had to rush blowing it. Haha told you it was a quickie. =D Walked around after some time there. The cake was great. Hope Irfaan enjoyed the quickie. Eww sounds weird. Erm hope he enjoyed his quickie bday celebration. Hee

Walked around Boat Quay after that. The night was all about chilling. Absorb the breeze with the company of your close friends. Oh by the way met Syafiqah at Esplanade. Still bubbly as ever. Oh boy, my stomach don't feel that good. Will upload the few pictures I have soon. =]

2008-02-27T22:11:00.011+08:00

MOVIES I WANT TO WATCH!

I'm reading the book and I'm so intrigued. I can't wait to watch it this coming Monday with Baby. I waited so long to watch it with her.

Local movie! Must SARPOK!! The trailer is long but everytime it plays my eyes are glued onto the screen. Wong Li Lin as the main actress is just the icing on the cake for me. =D

Korean comedy is always to my liking and never fail to tickle me. Nuff said.

Main reason I want to watch this is the scene where Britney's shaving her head and being kicked down into the massive hole. Lols

2008-02-27T03:17:00.005+08:00

Can't get to sleep. Bloody hell. Been thinking on the bed rather than falling to sleep. Might as well rant all those thoughts here.

I've kept the messages Baby sent me. I kept reading it all over and over. Within 3 days the situation just flipped over. It made me think how unexpecting life could be. Now we're back to normal happy days. Well not totally but soon. I had a small laugh after reading. How naive of her to say all those things. See aren't we getting along well now? Was it necessary? I don't blame her but I certainly wouldn't want to hear it anymore in the future. God, was I so heartbroken the night I received those sms-es. I couldn't hold back my tears. They were like the Niagara Falls. I'm so relieved now that the break up never happened. The Niagara Falls never stops flowing, hence, so would my tears.

I look forward to greater times with her. This has no doubt brought us closer. My love indeed as always never stops growing. =]

These past few days I've been searching high and low for the bermudas. Well not exactly berms, more of shorts. Not those that are baggy and have pockets at the side. I'm wanting the ones which are slimer and shorter. I'm starting to give up. Went Suntec to find the Lacoste bag that was on Seventeen (Yes I read girl magazines after which, passed them to Baby =D ) Totally suck lah the bag. Didn't look like the one in the magazine.

Hmm I'm reading PS I Love You book. Yes I know its now a movie but its been a long time I read. Its so touching. What a man would do for the woman he loves is beyond of this world. I'm not saying that woman don't do the same for the man they love though. Love knows no boundaries. How true. I haven't done anything special for the people I love lately. Why? Hmm let's think. Most probably because I'm not down with any chronic illness or anything. But its because of the "comfort" zone, I guess. When you're in the "comfort" zone, you tend to neglect stuffs and even take things for granted.

When was the last time you made your love, feelings or care by mouth or actions to those around you? When was the last time you made them feel blessed to have you in their life?

Just like how you would go "Aiya why need to do these stuffs, friend and family all for life mah." But life has alot in store for you. You never know what will happen. Therefore take the initiative or better, make it a habit to show that you care, you love, you mean it, to the ones around you.

I hope I talked sense. Haha pretty sleepy now. I don't wanna blog crap. Gonna stop blogging. Time I pamper myself to hot Milo and some laughs from the prank videos in youtube. =]

2008-02-25T23:08:00.004+08:00

I need jeans, bag, shorts, shirts, polos, tees, flops, shoes, watch. Grr bloody so many things I wanna buy. I need a damn job that pays well. *)&(^*%^$&%$$^&#$

Bought and read the 8days for this week. Most information revolving the EDC scandal. Piece of shyte! But Li Lin on the cover made it all worth. =D

I miss Baby. Been meeting her for short periods of time these few days. Certainly not enough. Hai bloody sian. She's not feeling any better too. I hope things will turn around soon. I'll strike 4D or Toto or get that good paying job, seriously I don't know which is harder to get. Baby and I will be back to our joyful times. Gillian Chung will finally get a brazilian done. OOps

2008-02-19T00:52:00.002+08:00

I'm anxious. I keep wondering how the talk would go. I'm hoping a miracle would happen. But I can't see it coming. Duh of course if not, it wouldn't be a miracle. Chatted with Baby in the morning. Better than yesterday.

Baby, I know you're scared. I am too. You must be wondering how long our relationship will last. I'm seriously afraid of losing you. I can't afford to lose you. I'm serious. I think I'm darn useless. I can't persuade you to have faith in our relationship. Please I beg for you to have faith. I believe we can overcome this. Not by being apart but together. I plead for you to persevere. I'm willing to do anything for us to stay together. YES call me selfish because I won't let you go. What I've gone through with you for the period in the relationship has been EXTRAordinary.

I know its hard being in between. You're suffering as a result. I won't pressure you. I don't want you to crack under pressure again. I just want you to know my stand. I'm not being arrogant but I know you don't want to give me up. You still love me. I know because you're a part of me. I wish we would stay together. I love you. =]

2008-02-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

I'm so fucking stress right now. Not only exams but relationship wise. I hope the meeting would go well although I don't see any hope to make it better. Sigh I'm pissed off yet so damn worried. I really don't want it to end. Let me say that even if it has to end, it has to end with a high. I rather seperate happily rather than unwillingly. If a break up is really inevitable that is. Sigh fucked up.

2008-02-16T23:06:00.002+08:00

I'm supposed to be revising now but what the heck. I was busy surfing http://www.zipia.net/ for stuffs. Cool products they have and some are well not badly priced.

I went to school to revise earlier today. Understood quite alot of things but yet insufficient for a pass, I guess. After revision I headed to Grandmother's house for my grandfather's passed away prayers. My grandmother must be damn lonely with my grandfather. At least she's moved on and seemed much happier than before.

I'm gonna watch soccer now. Can't wait for the Manchester United and Arsenal match later. Arsenal have a few injury problems if I'm not mistaken. The Red Devils better take well their chance to get through.

I'm also hoping to meet Baby tommorrow. I miss her alot. =\

2008-02-16T00:22:00.002+08:00

Revision is hell especially when you know nuts. I really don't want to fail. Its so hard. Grr I'm so tired.

I miss Baby. I really feel that we should at least be a little accepted by her mother. Its expected in a cross-race relationship. I know that, but the situation never improved. For 2 years and still the same shit treatment. Brrr I don't know what to say. I just want to continue this relationship. I love her. I'm happy with her. =]

2008-02-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

Finally a day out with Baby. Just the two of us. Started off with 2 movies back to back. Watched Ah Long Pte Ltd and then CJ7. If you demand a comparison, CJ7 is way way better for me. Ah Long Pte Ltd is a good show but not that entertaining. I had the "exit" feeling during the show. I finally had that "glued to your seat" feeling that you're supposed to have during movies, during the CJ7 movie. Very funny and touching as well which nearly made me burst into tears.

We had dinner at Central @ Clarke Quay. Ate at Manhattan Fish Market. Chose the balcony seats. Took alot of pictures but updated only a few. Note the change in sky colour. We were there from 6.30pm to around 8pm. Here goes

My lovely company for the day, my sweetheart.

I need a haircut

Blowtorching the sauce on top of the lobster.

Giant Flaming Lobster Platter (for 2 or 3 people)

Baby, loves!!

Still working on that unnatural smile

As you may have noticed there weren't any pictures of me and Baby together. Haha Couldn't get a right one. After all the fun we had, movies and stomach filling dinner, we took a long stroll by the river. Till we reached Zouk and decided time to go home. I managed to piggyback Baby for quite a distance. Hee She's quite heavy for her small frame. Lols we took cab home because I was too tired.

Overall it was a great day. But all the events weren't necessary. What made me content was her company. Having her with me by my side is more than I could ever ask for. Loves =]

2008-02-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

I've been rotting the whole day. Simply nothing to do. It sucks. I need to go out. Someone please?

2008-02-03T01:13:00.000+08:00

First went out with Baby. Went to have lunch and walked around. Nothing much to do. Decided to watch movie, 27 Dresses. Very very entertaining and worth the watch. After that I met James, Choke and Chun Yip. We went to Simpang Bedok again. Two days in a row for me. Ate there, almost same menu as yesterday. Haha James said to us "First time but also last time." All the dishes were red and spicy. Don't blame him for being such a pussy. =P Hehe

Next time would be Spize The Makan Place. There's one at Riverside so don't have to go Bedok again. That would be some time end of this month I guess. Haha We trained home. Stood all the way, crowded like fuck. Fooled around as usual. Singing buffalax tunes and mighty morphin power rangers. Always so fun.

Oh yeah I wore the G2000 shirt. Abit hesitant at first but I promised Baby I would wear something smart. Haha My hair utterly sucks. I need a damn haircut after Chinese New Year. Don't wanna be paying extra just like James did. I had fun. Time to study for AOOP exam on Monday. =[

2008-02-02T01:40:00.000+08:00

Went Simpang Bedok to eat. Fucking full. Food was great. Abit normal for me. Maybe because there was too much to eat and we ate at quite fast pace. Haha had to unbutton my jeans' button after the meal. Syafiqah was with us. Us meaning me, Susi and Irfaan. So bubbly as ever. Haha the funny thing I guess about today was the guy who watched mobile porn beside our table. Fucking asshole. What was he trying to do? Whet his appetite? IDIOT

Susi says I look skinny in the shirt. Indirectly saying I have to head back to the gym and start carrying weights again. That MOTIVATES me but I wonder, for how long? =/

2008-01-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

Went out with Baby after school. Watched The House. Similar like Body #19. The plot more understandable. Had dinner behind Bugis. Walked around before taking the train home. The Bblogstore personnel messaged me and told me I could collect my stuff tommorrow. Not free tommorrow and nobody can accompany me. So I'm taking it on Wednesday and Susi will be with me. Hmm this Wednesday I have an individual presentation on Psychology. What the heck! Haven't started yet. Not a single idea. Grr

Friday, hopefully if all goes as planned, dinner will be at Bedok. Gonna have seafood at this Bedok Corner if I recall. Haha hopefully it won't be just Susi, Irfaan and me only. Glad if Lala, White and Hanisah could make it.

Feeling itchy and hungry. Gonna have supper later after bathing and some SLEEP. =]

2008-01-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to those who are scored well and are satisfied with their GCE O Level's results. Especially my forever loved Shi Hui. So proud of her. =]

I miss Geraldine. Hee Hope Chubby is doing fine for her exams.

Chatted with my Gorgeous just now. Hee miss her too! She loves her Candy!

I love KT Tunstall on my playlist! Check her out. Her songs mostly acoustic. Love it =]

2008-01-21T02:06:00.000+08:00

Watched soccer just now. I didn't feel like sleeping early. Having 3 hour long break for school later today. Will depend on newspaper and 8days to make it through. Gonna meet Baby after school. I bought her a baby hamster and suprised her when I met her after work. Hee glad she liked it alot. I haven't seen her smile like that for quite awhile. It etches in my mind and drives me on.

Saturday was a fun day. Met James, Choke and Chun Yip to have lunch at central. I bought a few groceries and placed them home before we bus-ed to Queensway. Chun Yip looking for CNY stuffs. He bought a jeans. I was actually restraining myself from spending. I still haven't buy any jeans! Grr.

Went to Lucky Plaza for dinner. Brought the guys to the Grilled Chicken Ojolali. Lied to them abt the chilli. Haha James was terrified and looked like he feared for his life after he tasted the chilli. Hee I was full of glee just watching his expression. The 'no shop' principle was broken when we reached G2000 at BHG @ Parco. I bought a grey long sleeve shirt. Wth I liked the colour that's why I bought it. James bought a blazer, pants and shirt. Chun Yip got himself a shirt too. Went home. Super fun Saturday. Bullying James is always a pleasure. Sounded gay. Lols

2008-01-19T01:11:00.000+08:00

Haven't been updating my blog have I? Personally didn't feel like it. School has been very tiring. I don't like being in school. Damn sick of school. I wish to have a long long sleep. Its impossible these days. I get really painful headaches on the left side of my head frequently for the past few weeks. I don't know what cause this. I'm thinking lack of sleep. I haven't been able to really focus in school. Totally demoralising. I want to study but the circumstances are not in my favour. You may think that these are just my excuses but that's just how I feel.

I miss the outings with Baby. She's working even on weekends. I haven't been enjoying my weekends since she started working. I wish she would spend more time with me. I really miss us hanging out. Sigh

2008-01-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

My personal experience with Wu Lao Shi was pretty vague. He explained to me how to blow the guan. That was pretty much it, I remembered not much. Then I remembered attending a concert. His solo was magnificient. Phenomenal, one of a kind. I couldn't remember the song was like but I certainly remembered how astounded and impressed I was. Such a great teacher, musician and person. A tragic loss for the Chinese Orchestral music industry. He was supposed to takeover Boon Lay Secondary School Chinese Orchestra. I was keen to see what he could bring to Blssco. I won't get to see it.

I hope James would be Okay. Being in Tekong and all. Now his teacher's untimely death. I hope his fine. I feel for you brother.

2008-01-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

Fell sick on Sunday. Didn't go out with Baby as planned. She accompanied me to the doctor though. Felt much better after eating the medicine.

Went to school today. Took cab because I was late. Had trouble sleeping the night before. Super heartbroken taking cab to school. The fare meter no longer increase by 10cents. Each time see increase 20cents I felt ripped off. Lols Tommorrow is Tuesday. Damn it. I hate Tuesdays.

2008-01-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

Today's class was at Orchard. Assembled at Wisma before splitting into our groups to carry out the experiments. My group's topic is "How can one violate the role that is expected of their gender?" Damn tough. We ended up going around cosmetic shops and trying on mascara and foundation, holding hands in public, taking a dress or heels and asking the salesgirl " You think I look good in this? plus to top it all off, holding hands walking down orchard road. All my members are guys. Man its so embarassing but we did it for the sake of our grades. See, told you I was gonna change for the better, academically. ;D

Went to fetch Baby after class. Waited for her awhile. I miss her so much. We went home and I watched the Kinship 2 before heading to Aliyah's house. She's down with a high fever. 40 degrees celcius, hope she get well soon. Sigh and to add to my worries, Baby is down with a flu. Lucky she's starting work at 1pm tommorrow. Speaking of which, I'm supposed to sleep now. School starts at 10am tommorrow. I won't be late, PROMISE! =]

2008-01-01T02:34:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!

I'm so tired now but I feel like blogging. Haha Think it will be a super long post. Hope not, for fear I might sleep halfway. Last day of 2007 was a happy ending for the year for me. What better to do than shop. Early morning I went shopping for vegetables in the market, considered shopping also right? Afternoon went shopping with Baby. Bought a blue short sleeve shirt, 2 t-shirts and a Topman jacket. I also watched the National Treasure 2. To end it off, met bros and slacked at Boon Lay till the new year arrives. I'm so tired but yet enjoyed the whole day. Look forward to shop again today as I have a few more items to buy. I still haven't bought any jeans. =.= Doubt I could find any at the right price and the right one. Grrr

My way forward into this new year hopefully will be smooth sailing. I want alot of changes. Most importantly is academically. I doubt my ability to change in this aspect. Not because of influences from friends or anyone. Its just my fucking laziness which has always been and will always be the biggest problem to get rid off. Getting rid of it would be deemed impossible though, but a little by little. I can do it, I guess. I'm gonna start sleeping at 10pm on weekdays. Wake up on time. Have a nice breakfast and off to school. In school, I will not slack and will always be punctual and attentive in class. I will raise any doubts to the teacher immediately. I shall rest when I need one and work hard when I need too. "Play Hard, Work Hard!"

Another is my temperament. Not temperature hor. From the movie Anger Management, "Anger is not something which you can get rid off by losing it." How true!

I'm beat. Shall have my sleep now. =]

2007-12-29T01:10:00.000+08:00

Reached home just around midnight. Had Pizza Hut for lunch with Hafiz, Irfaan and Susi. I hereby swear I will never ever eat any pasta or rice dish from Pizza Hut anymore. Sucks like hell. I played with my pasta. The taste was horrible. I added the chilli flakes and cheese to you know, make it taste better. It does make it a little better. The peach tea was great. Love the taste.

Hmm after eating, Hafiz went home to get his assignments done. Me, Irfaan and Susi decided to head somewhere to kill time. Took bus to Queensway Shopping Centre. Browsed around, I was interested with some stuffs but as usual I'm a fussy buyer. I'm fussy about the details. Make myself difficult but that's the way I like it. Heh I still can't find a maroon coloured cardigan. Hope I find one in Johor this Sunday. =] After browsing enough and got into the mood of shopping, we decided to head to Bugis.

Irfaan was eager as me to buy something. Indeed we bought something. I bought 2 tees from Bugis street. Designs were very cool in my opinion. I'm prepared to see people wearing the same tee. I was in the mood to splurge. I kept it around $50 with a black bermuda. Irfaan bought one which I and Susi liked. Wasn't available for my size though and I think I couldn't carry it off either. Boo! I hate my chicken legs. Grr Oh yeah we went to Topman. Having sales and the jacket I wanted was at 40% off. I freaked and immediately tried it on. Then I had second thoughts because the pockets on the chest were big and an eye sore. Definitely didn't make it look good. So its out! I found a replacement but it wasn't on sale. Disappointed!

Had supper around Bugis. After that took Mrt home. Had real fun. Managed to buy something and I'm in the mood for more. So Baby? Hee Hope I'm meeting Baby next Tuesday. =]

2007-12-25T23:14:00.001+08:00

Watched Dvds today. Simply too bored. Nothing much to do online therefore resorted to Dvds. Firstly, I watched National Treasure the 1st movie. Relive the movie before reliving it again on the big screens with the 2nd movie. Really look forward to the 2nd movie. Shall watch it with Baby this Thursday.

Second dvd was One More Chance. The Jack Neo production about 3 ex-convicts coping with life the social discrimination after prison life. Losing track in life isn't a big deal, but not knowing how to get back on track is. I could never imagine myself going through that. Being sneered by others just because you were in prison. Of course, not forgetting the family pressure especially when you have your own kids. Its simply disheartening.

Thirdly, I watched Too Fast Too Furious. Adrenaline seeking drivers, modified street cars and hot babes. What more to say.

Finally, I watched Van Helsing. Vampires, Frankenstein, werewolves and Dracula. Not forgetting the hot looking heroine in the movie. A pity she had to die in the end. Morale of the story for me is, even if justice prevails but you don't have the hot girl with you, it sucks, literally.

Think my television's pretty burned up. Hmm tommorrow will be playing soccer at Fico. Will be so looking forward to it. Been quite some time since I played soccer. Hope I don't make a fool out of myself. Haha off to sleep. =]

2007-12-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

Alright this morning I got a call. Woo from James. Told me he has booked out and wanted to meet up. Therefore headed down to Jurong Point to meet up plus Choke and Chun Yip. James told us about his experience in National Service. Seems to me like he's having fun since he's exempted from quite a number of things. Had lunch at Banquet and get this, I bought 2 chicken rice and finished them. Woo I didn't have any intention of eating that much. All I wanted was to eat a normal plate with an extra chicken drumstick added. I don't know how to say and afraid it would be too expensive, I bought 2 plates instead. Haha felt damn full after that.

Planned to go arena and play pool. We skipped the idea of movies since it was eve of public holiday ($8.50, expensive). Haha waited for Shuinan to join us before heading out to Arena. Jurong Point is having this problem with the human traffic. The path from interchange to Jurong point, the intersection near the Swensen's escalator. You have to squeeze and the movement was super slow. Singaporeans MAH! What to do when both parties don't want to give way? Even when its clear to see that there are directions for us to follow, we don't follow. When bump onto each other, kp here and there and make that type of LJ face. Singapore MAH, bo wei gong LAH.

After playing pool, parted ways and went home. I must say James look no different from when he went in. The abs still packed as ONE. Lols hmm I had dinner with family. Ah ma and uncle's family tagged along. Ate prawns, stingray, crab, seabass and some other dishes. Si bei hiong lah today. Push my stomach to the limits.

Read 8 days just now. How come Joanne Peh has not featured on the 8 days cover this year? Only Jessica Liu, Fiona Xie, Ou Xuan and the forever so cool Rui En. I didn't use to fancy Rui En because her acting is abit guai guai (my personal opinion). But she's so cool especially with what she wore during the 25th anniversary of drama and Star Awards. Argh mum's nagging. Happy Xmas for those celebrating. =]

2007-12-24T00:58:00.000+08:00

Thursday was a bitch. Stood up most of the time during work. Rainy day, freezing temperatures and got to know I got cheated. First of all as many of you know Thursday is Hari Raya Haji, a public holiday, which probably means pay should be much much more. Eversince I've worked at the cruise centre under that guy, even during Chinese New Year, the pay had always been the same. I found out that day that 16 year old group of kids who were doing the same thing as us were earning much more. $8 per hour while me and my friends were paid $6 per hour. $2 not much you say? Fuck it made all of us pissed. Nobody felt like working anymore. I certainly didn't felt like working on Saturday.

Well Friday was easy. Worked at Boon Lay Sec Sch selling uniforms. 7am to 12pm $50 good money right? I didn't even break a sweat. Then went to have lunch at Lucky Plaza with Baby after work. Quite bored I guess since we haven't dine at someplace new recently. After lunch we went to Shaw Lido and watched Alvin And The Chipmunks. Very Very cute. Enjoyed it so much except the chipmunk's singing will get to you after a while but then its so cute you wouldn't mind.

Haha finally after that we headed to Jurong Point. Bought dinner and headed home. Damn the crowd at Jurong Point. So crowded that walking from the interchange to the mall is suffocating. The fact that it rained so heavily and constructions around doesn't make it any better. I skipped dentist appointment to get my teeth polished. Simply because I was too tired and I got a call that I had to report at 6.45am at Cruise Centre rather than the planned 9am for Saturday's work.

Saturday, I took a cab down since I'm able to claim from the company. Haha I had breakfast at Mac and started work as soon as I finished my coffee. The day got better when Marian asked us to eat at Han's. Again it would be claimed from the company. The drinks we had at Mac during afternoon break was again free! Woots love free makan. Then resumed work but this time I went onboard the cruise. Had to take pictures for the guests. Took picture of this girl who blew me away when I found out she's only 15 years old. She's German by the way. She's HOT! Cute face, she simply scores full points. I still remember her name, Catherin. =D

Sunday is simply awfully tiring. I slept most of the day. Cooked my own food. Had fried rice and I must admit. Its not bad but I missed out something which I can't seem to remember. The taste is missing. I'm impressed with myself. Haha didn't do much for the day.

As I'm blogging, I killed the cockroach which I found on Saturday morning which slipped away from my sight. Finally I killed it. Hee I feel GREAT now. Hmm got to know from Irfaan that Wednesday playing soccer at the Fico. Sian I planned that I'm gonna shop with Baby that day. Will have to discuss with Baby. =[ She'll be disappointed if we have to change plans. Hopefully it'll turn out fine.

2007-12-17T20:38:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 2pm today. Had to be at Bugis by 3pm. What the heck! I'm so used to waking up at the time when its enough for me to bathe, change and make it to my destination on time. But as always this ain't such a good plan afterall. It backfired today just like every other days. Reached Bugis at 3.40pm Lols. Doesn't really matter anyway since my friend was much much later. They came at 4pm. Wtf, I spent the time reading the newspaper.

Headed to the meeting for Thursday and Saturday's work. Sigh have to wear smart. Shit white shirt, tailor pants and leather shoes. Fuck but what to do. Have to learn how to check in the people embarking. I'm gonna be an immigration officer for a day. Haha

After the meeting I bought Kfc and headed home. Initially I wanted to dine in but the crowd came in and I had to takeaway. Having an unreasonable and immature kids in front of me didn't make things any better. Fucking retards!

Tommorrow will be Baby's birthday and Tok's 40th day after he passed away. Will be going out with Baby before heading to my uncle house for the prayers. Hmm I got to go. Blog another time. =]

2007-12-17T01:14:00.000+08:00

Shock was what I experienced when Hady Mirza was said to be the Asian Idol. I'm super super shocked with this unexpected results. Who knew that Singapore would eventually win? No offence to Hady but there was Jacintha whose voice I love very much. I'm waiting for tommorrow's paper and definitely this will be the headlines for tommorrow. Definitely happy that Hady won.

Not forgetting Manchester United getting a win over Liverpool. Well expected result but very nervy game. My heart was kept skipping beats througout the match. I'll be resuming the Arsenal and Chelsea clash in a bit. I wondering wether to meet Baby tommorrow or leave it till Tuesday. Hmm which would be better? Still pondering about it. I miss her so much. =]